tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post6321678014182651491..comments2023-10-25T10:42:18.553-05:00Comments on Flutter of Hope: Cocooned in Jealous RageEsperanzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14841585672805438897noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-49789161503617780422007-08-31T19:42:00.000-05:002007-08-31T19:42:00.000-05:00The fear, jealousy and rage is so real isn't it? ...The fear, jealousy and rage is so real isn't it? We fear the moment we have to hear someone else's "good news" and we are jealous of them and then in a rage over our own situation. I just wish with all the meds we take they could make one that helps us deal with the emotional torment of it all!! <BR/>It will be our turn someday...<BR/>:)CAMhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14642622288471660460noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-14826521609941819832007-08-30T13:50:00.000-05:002007-08-30T13:50:00.000-05:00Came with a Cosmo. And you're right--this is the ...Came with a Cosmo. And you're right--this is the space. To vent that frustration, have a good scream, cry. And then pick yourself up and face that cousin and your mother's questions (because you know they're coming again today, tomorrow, the next day). Knowing you can always retreat to this space in your head during the conversation. Just picture the butterflies at the top of the page.Lollipop Goldsteinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01020874415819057995noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-21409605540710611172007-08-30T09:55:00.000-05:002007-08-30T09:55:00.000-05:00I want it to be your turn. NOW!In a way I think a ...I want it to be your turn. NOW!<BR/><BR/>In a way I think a lot of people feel that way. When is it going to be my turn to have something...I know I do but it's about different reasons and different things.Susanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12519224953463428308noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-7014431944483020682007-08-30T05:09:00.000-05:002007-08-30T05:09:00.000-05:00I don't believe any of your thoughts are irrationa...I don't believe any of your thoughts are irrational. If they are, then I am as crazy as you and I really don't think I'm that crazy, LOL! I too have felt "passed over" s I watch all of my in-laws and friends get PG, but I guess I just keep hoping that one day it will be my turn again.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-64590057315013945462007-08-29T23:21:00.000-05:002007-08-29T23:21:00.000-05:00I just can't believe that some people are picked f...I just can't believe that some people are picked for babies and other's are passed over. You will have a baby or you won't no matter what happens in your cousin's lives. I don't mean to disregard your feelings - you are entitled to feel how ever you do - I was just hoping a different view might help a tiny bit.Kamihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01215000341567119958noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-43684177161497098172007-08-29T13:59:00.000-05:002007-08-29T13:59:00.000-05:00Fancy new blog colors=)Very moving post...conjured...Fancy new blog colors=)<BR/><BR/>Very moving post...conjured up a lot of images for me that I have identified with through this journey.<BR/><BR/>Hope you feel like a beautiful butterfly soon!JJhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18027548058304720360noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-13563264496900110262007-08-29T09:42:00.000-05:002007-08-29T09:42:00.000-05:00Great images in your post -- from the cocoon to b...Great images in your post -- from the cocoon to being passed over. It brought to mind yet another analogy for me -- that of playing musical chairs. Everyone else seems to get the chair but I'm left standing. <BR/><BR/>Thanks for bring some new insights into my own experience. Hope your writing here helped you to work through the anger. I understand how the encounters led to it...Pamela T.https://www.blogger.com/profile/11474998003921896431noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-91050736040766412592007-08-29T08:46:00.000-05:002007-08-29T08:46:00.000-05:00I'm glad you have a forum to release all of this r...I'm glad you have a forum to release all of this rage. We are hear to listen anytime. I'm so sorry you keep getting passed over. I know how you feel there. It should be you.<BR/><BR/>XOXOKristenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03542962726270982824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-74665900637483125882007-08-29T07:47:00.000-05:002007-08-29T07:47:00.000-05:00It's good to air your thoughts and feelings. When...It's good to air your thoughts and feelings. When were feelings really every rational? Take care of yourself.Samanthahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02799401502134619497noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-53094464970733961432007-08-29T01:03:00.000-05:002007-08-29T01:03:00.000-05:00So much of what we feel going through IF isn't rat...So much of what we feel going through IF isn't rational, but it does help doesn't it? Just to have those irrational thoughts, get them out of our systems, and then face the world again. I hope you feel better soon.hammygirlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03658315495415005466noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29669025.post-52827045460255820222007-08-28T16:58:00.000-05:002007-08-28T16:58:00.000-05:00Dianne, I hope you burst out soon, for I am certai...Dianne, I hope you burst out soon, for I am certain that you will be a beautiful butterfly.<BR/><BR/>Feel better.Waiting Amyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07487061896648183375noreply@blogger.com