Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Considering....

what to do with this blog. I obviously have not been posting lately. It is most definitely not because I don't have anything to talk about. And it isn't that I don't have the time. I actually have been releaved from my duties as of July. (It really is a blessing.)

But, I don't know what to do with these words. I feel so far away from the situation that caused me to write them. I am no longer only infertile. Time has given me the blessing of realizing that it is only a part of me. It is a part that is painful at times, but a part of me that makes me who I am.

Yet, I feel a yearning to start a new, from scratch. What do you think? (Assuming anyone is reading?)

9 comments:

Erin said...

Come back. Write something. Let us hear more about your life, if the words are there.

Me said...

Write here. Write elsewhere. Whatever. Where you write matters not, only that you do. ;)

loribeth said...

I agree with the coments above. It was good to see you in my blogreader! : )

Sticky Bun said...

Echoing the others, it's always good to hear from you. I know what you mean about sometimes wanting a fresh start. Either way, keep us posted and we'll be reading.

Susan said...

Use it for yourself. Who cares about everyone else?

sharah said...

Sometimes a fresh start is just what is needed to get back into the swing of writing again. Places (real or virtual) hold memories that can sometimes become ghosts.

Mrs M said...

I miss you too honey! Please keep posting, whether on this blog or a new 'fresh start' one. I'm so sorry you have been dealt some real shitty blows lately. Please e mail meif you want to vent - anytime. Mrs M x

Ellen K. said...

Do keep writing somewhere! I miss reading your posts.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I think that you're a diarist. The IF stuff is part of the whole, the marriage is part of the whole, everything else is part of the whole. I like the voice; not only one topic. Keep writing here :-)