Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Double Meaning

Last year, on this day, a double meaning sprang to this mournful day. It was the first anniversary of my cousin's death. It was the end of our pursuit of a child.

As I sat in a memorial mass for B, I cried. And it was as much for missing him, as it was for missing my unborn child(ren).

Today, I will remember them both again while I play the song that reminds me of B.

**At least my emotions today will be my own and not even slightly drug induced.**

8 comments:

loribeth said...

Thinking of you on a day that deserves to be marked by remembrance. (((hugs)))

JJ said...

Thinking of you today, Dianne..and hugging you from across the miles.

Glitter said...

I have the same thing on my friend's wedding anniversary, my nieces christening - it's also the same day my aunt passed away. It's hard to remember the good, with the bad and sometimes you have to just remember them all and get through the day.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

Just sitting with you as you remember with an arm slung around your shoulder.

dearjenn said...

Dianne- I can't believe it has been a year for both Bobby and your decision. You are such a beautiful person that has handled your challenges with grace and poise that not all of us have, I have to tell you how much I admire you.

Thinking of you.

Kenya said...

Wow so sorry..HUGS

Me said...

((HUGS))

(better late than never)

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