Tuesday, May 15, 2007

I hate PMS!

I would like to have a long guttural SCREAM. The kind associated with horror flicks, but not because I am being tortured, terrorized or harmed. But to get out my deep frustration with everything, the feeling that I am about to jump out of my skin, and to release the rage that my hormones are causing.

That scream or my period, might take my PMS away. I really want AF to visit soon, before we leave for our vacation. I could cry. Another PMS symptom. Why can't my reproductive system EVER play nice? And could my PMS be worse, because this would be the end of the eight follicle cycle?

I would like to go home, put on some gym clothes and sneakers, and walk for miles. So that I could at least be physically exhausted. Instead, I went for a fifteen minute walk. It helped a little, but I am still so tense.

16 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hang in there! I'm sending lots of good vibes your way.
Carla

Kate said...

PMS is the WORST! I hope you get some relief soon. :)

Samantha said...

Sorry you're feeling crummy. I hope that AF comes to relieve you of your symptoms.

Aurelia said...

This was me all weekend...absolutely craazy-making. I hope you do better soon!

JJ said...

I HATE PMS! I am so sorry--I will do a nice big scream for you on my drive home today! Feel betta soon!

TeamWinks said...

Ocean waves cd helps me to relax...I can so relate to that feeling!

LJ said...

Sorry you are feeling so crummy. Keep yourself active, it will definitely help. Enough assvice by me. Just sucks, I know.

Kir said...

Oh I'm so sorry, I know PMS stinks and I would really like AF to show for you before Vaca!!!! that's only fair.

Feel better!!!!

megan said...

sorry you're feeling so badly. i think you should go ahead and let out one of those screams. i hope AF comes soon.

Anonymous said...

Go for it. Primal screams feel so good sometimes. I've gone through a couple this week.

Mama Bear said...

Sorry you're feeling awful. I hope AF comes and you can move past this soon!

Unknown said...

Do it! Scream long and loud! It feels so good.

Baby Blues said...

I hear you. They just don't play nice at all.

Tina / Anxious Changer said...

Popping over to catch up on your blog (I am trying to say hi to everyone who has been kind enough to post on my blog and catch up with their blogs).

Hope PMS is over soon for you - I have developed my own little hate-hate relationship with PMS now. I never used to get anything like it, now I feel like a total witch when she comes.

BTW: I love your pic on your blog of the butterfly!

Nicole said...

PMS bites. And, I certainly know that feeling of needing to walk for miles. I frequently dream that I am a runner and it feels so good to run. In real life, I couldn't run a mile if you paid me.

Anonymous said...

As a man, I can honestly say that I feel SO bad about what you're going through. My man-guilt cannot excuse your pain, but just know that we do care, and if you need to scream, go for it.

I just found your blog today - trying to meet more IF bloggers. This community is amazing. Stop by and say hi on my blog sometime - I'd love to hear from you.