So, I've been having odd sensations.
Cramps, like pre-AF, but a lot less intense. Also, several cramps on my left side which actually take my breath away for a few seconds. Very similar to a stitch when you run. And these are new sensations to add to my previous ones of nausea (in the second part of the 2ww), constipation, and bloating. (Luckily, none of those have kicked in as of yet.)
What I questioned is if I felt cramps before? Only one other time, it was my most hopeful cycle in January, that ended with the worst period ever. Hmmm....food for thought.
On to other bits of my craziness, an odd dream:
I'm at the dentist office. He looks in my mouth and realizes that I've had three teeth pulled.
He says, "I thought you were going to replace these."
I say, "I thought they were replaced."
He says, "No not yet, let me replace them now. They will be similar, but not the same."
I wake up, confused. The only interpertation of teeth I can come up with is death. Frankly, there has been more than enough death lately with Bobby and my Grandfather. But, I am not sure of the third.
Also, (it could be my hopeful side) that "replacements" mean new family members. Looking further, if I analyze this more so. There have been three great-grandchildren born (the three I thought replaced). But, there are three to come.
If only it were that simple.
Maybe my sub-conscious is telling me that it was successful. Could this be a sign? Maybe my head is playing games? It is probably the latter.
Unfortunately, unless I am pregnant that will be my theory until proven wrong. G-d I really hope I'm wrong.
Any thoughts on what my crazy dream means?