Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Three Years

Today, is our three year infertility anniversary. And unlike last year's entry, I don't have any epiphany nor enlightened thought nor announcement.

I'm trying to avoid my mind racing with my latest sensations of extremely painful cramps - m u s t b r e a t h e t h r u t h e p a i n - type cramps. Cramps that I expect to see AF or my uterus when I do the TP Tango.

Also, last night I was nauseous after taking my vitamin, constipation set in yesterday, and more crazy dreams. I'm only 6DPI - yes I know implantation time frame. Brain has all ready thought of that possibility.

Trying to distract myself, so I visited Bl*glines.

The first test, obviously WAY too early for some of these questions to be true anyway. But I want to keep it - just in case.

You Are Probably Not Pregnant

It seems like you're in the clear, but you should really take a test to be sure.

This one....well I always thought I was 100% gemini! I guess not.

You are 73% Gemini

Just for fun ; ).

Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily

Funny I always thought it meant "Devine."

What Dianne Means

D is for Devilish

I is for Ideal

A is for Artistic

N is for Normal

N is for Nice

E is for Exquisite

So what do you do to keep your mind off the A-W-F-U-L-L two week wait?


zsmom said...

Ah. The two week wait.

I obsess.
And evidently read lots of blogs that make me feel less alone.

dmarie said...

We're 3 years too. Totally sucks.

Yeah, I obsess in the 2ww also. 2ww also sucks. The "are you pregnant" test is pretty funny. I hope you are :)

Pamela T. said...

Well, I drink wine. Not recommended, though, if you're thinking there's a chance. I'll toast you instead!

hammygirl said...

I have no TWW advice. It's currently driving me batty too.

Somewhat Ordinary said...

Well, if it makes you feel any better it said I probably wasn't pregnant either!

JJ said...

Hope that took your mind off the wait for a little while at least=) I hope the TP Tango leaves you with NO sign of AF=)

AwkwardMoments said...

I am also doing hte TP tango. I am 9dpi. I will add you to the prayer list that is runnin in my head trying to stay sane in the 2ww

Susan said...

Shop? or go to DSW? That's just a short term fix.

Just think of your sister's wedding coming up soon, that might help!

Hope said...

The d-r-e-a-d-e-d 2ww!! Blah! Shopping helps, that's my favourite distraction, but it gets expensive. Checking my blog 3 or 4 times a day for comments gives me something to do, googling everything from increasing sperm count to pro.metrium side effects passes the time but gives me more to worry about!! I am having crazy dreams and cramps as well, let's hope that's good. I'm 7dpiui.

CAM said...

Hang in there...love all of the links. I'll save them for when I am in the middle of my 2ww and losing my mind!!

Aurelia said...

For 2 weeks? I lose my mind....

So, I hope you are on progesterone? and that you will stay on it until after you do the blood test.

Yes, I said blood test. Even if Dr.Callous is awful, you still deserve the best care possible. And if you get pregnant but have an early miscarriage due to progesterone levels being too low, then you just might think it is your period.

Taking progesterone and getting a blood test can prevent that and keep you pregnant.

Take care sweetie and don't let a bad doctor cheat you out of getting everything you deserve.